Wednesday, April 30, 2008

WTH is gg on now??

can we just stop this??

whatever!!

it sucks me!

just leave me alone and i'll stop disturbing u !

dont imagine that whatever u are doin, thinkin,and feeling is right..

i never said that i'm right but i'm learnin what's right..what i've been thought to do by my parents.
i know i'm stubborn but there's always a reason why..

k..let's get this clear enuff..

if u respect me, i'll give back in return.
u wanna be rude wif me?? try me..
u dare me?? anything!


i gtg go now.


quote; being punctual is not only polite but it also does not waste poeple's time.

Monday, April 28, 2008

i wont give up!

today is the last dae of preparation for english test..tmr..its the test..
sometimes i kept thinkin of that nabe sia..


then..i cant concentrate in anything..
lucky its just for a while and everything is back to normal..
now,focusing on studies and future plannings are better..
i just did some research and there are more college yea..but..not as good as berklee..
but still a music college though..


need to get well on my singing now..concentrate on every note and stuffs..

i wont give up!!



Saturday, April 26, 2008

u!


life is just too complicated that no one can understand smetimes..
i kept changing my feelings for everything..sometimes the enthusiasm of living my dreams are blocked and the giving up is there each time saw u..
i dont wanna quit 3arts bkos i release all my passion there..but there's u too..



its like ur face makes me sick..
sick in everything..is this a damn that u wanna give me??


pls..god..save me from this sorrow life and heartless people who only wants to disturb my life..snatching my loved ones and
claiming its theirs..


hais..i'm just tired now..suddenly i'm thinking abt that person again and dont feel like doing
 anything..






*i know u're still against me..nvm..but just to let u know..i'm shitting on u..

Friday, April 25, 2008

i'm tired..

today im soo damn tired after school..
i had mass run then i had science and maths revisions..
i head to the school library after school and read books before i went home.
i think i dont get enough sleep.


today at home i was busy..from 3.45pm-6.35pm.
busy with sleep ..haha..
i didnt listen to songs much today.
but i dream alot!



tmr i will be havin dance rehearsal..and..
and wtv with what's gonna happen tmr.
i'm not sure wether im going or not..it's all up to my mum and dad.


*music scores and those scales are spining my head!








Thursday, April 24, 2008

bla's and bla's

well,school n school n school..
getting fun than ever!
i think study was actually the best thing i've ever done..


maths was getting powerful by the day..but not mine of course..i meant the s-u-b-j-e-c-t...duh!!
so blablabla..
mother tongue..

i cant believei actually did my expository compo in less than 1 1/2 hour..

it was..taad-da!
5 pages completed!
and while doing hw just now,

i cant stop singing out loud that click five song..
although its an old song..it reminds me of that cute voice eric! hah! lameness is back..




you kidnapped my heart!


gagaga.....
i've been blabbering alot in school.
i can even concentrate on my studies while i'm reading a book !

OMG! i can feel that i'm living in this world now!!
i'm soo happy!
i'm not feeling sad..
btw just remember me as 




'The girl who cant stop the music!!' 








the damnest picture of all..kos i just woke up when i took it..haha.. X) 




 *i just simply cant turn back even if u beg me to...i need my future being planned well..i will never ruin the plan..

*BTW ,i hate kyle patrick!
*i want music!









Wednesday, April 23, 2008

up 2 the sky..

life sucks??
no more..
life must be lived to the fullest!
i believe its true..



get what we can while we're still alive..
and lead to success..
i dont wanna enjoy now..
i'll focus damnly on studies..
i want to pass my 'o's
and work..to get experience
and lastly..to college..
insya'allah ..i'll apply for berklee in future..

btw..eric(ehem..ehem..) is from berklee too yeah..
hehehehheheheeee..i cant stop giggling each time a word of him came out..





remember..nvr turn back in life..
kos what u have chosen is what u chose..
this is what i'm told too..





abg,tnx for the advise..i'll be faithful to myself
and achieve my scholarship..
tnx for the future planning..
i know what to do now..
i still have 3 yrs..b4 i go on to the nxt step.. X)



*i just cant stand a person like u..who did stupid things to ur own fren..
i wonder what u'll do to ur other frens when u are sick of them..

      
*still love eric and wants that scholarship..

      


i just cant stop the music!!

i just cant stop the music!!
i've never been so happi before..
everything is over!!

for the moment(not realli moment), i cant think of fashion,
styles,etc..enjoy..
i need to study..focus..and focus..


physics was fun todaE.
maths,still that teacher..but i can still manage..
i finally finish my own made clock this morning at my school workshop..
amin..
tomorrow will be presentation dae..



i am so,so happi!!!

i promise..to get something..i have to work hard!




this is eric!!he's my guys!!isnt he cute??i miss him..since
he went out of click five..





*i must get that music scholarship!!