i lead my life just the way it is.
i'm happy with my life.sometimes, sad.
i have loved the  ppl surrounding me.but at times, hate.
so this is the question that i have been asking myself.

have i given enough respect as a daughter?

have i done my role as a sister?

have i done my role as a friend?

am i ever good enough as a lover?

have i taken care of myself as myself?

no.

shhuuush!okay,i'm crapping.
yesterday night,i did some research as usual.
and i was doing a research on LEE PACE,my favourite hunk on TV.X)
after that,i broke down into tears.he's beautiful,he's cute,he's sweet and he has the baby face of all...but..he's GAY!i cant believe it!FUCK!!!!and guess what, he's BLISSFULLY ATTACHED with JASON MOORE
that upsets me.at first i thought it was just a rumour but then...BUT STILL I HOPE ITS RUMOUR! 

gosh.let me just ask you guys one question.
why am i always falling for hot hunks on TV which were 100% openly GAY?
And seriously why does it always happen to me?shiat!

dont worry!still have hopes that its just rumour!

well,one week of school holiday.=(sucks.

*oh i wish i could just stand  on the uphill of kent ridge park and watch the sunset.as it turns night, i will enjoy the watch of singapore city.alone could do.but its dangerous..anyone?

adios.

p.s don't worry i'll be putting back my pierce peeps!